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[10 Sep 2005|12:40pm] |
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james marshall hendrix <3 |
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poker is awesome
shoes are awesome
weekends are awesome
hot dentists are AWESOME
being a senior is awesome
and i love chevy chase.
this weekend rules and tonight should be best of all. i learned how to play poker last night and i won =). and sunday is football beers & cards with cuuuute boys....and me mb and nicole haha. im excited for lifeeeeeeeee. road trip sooner than soon because the countdown to jeepie: 10 DAYS!
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| let me sleep all night in your soul kitchen. |
[07 Sep 2005|08:19pm] |
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skynard |
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school started today. it was so much better than i expected and i actually have a really groooood schedule =). but yeah some people are assholes to me all the sudden and brush me off whenever they see me.....weird. anyways yeah this weekend has to be fuckin awesome cause its the first weekend of the school year and we gotta go all out and have a riot of a time. YEEEEAH.
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| im a sucker for anything acoustic. |
[04 Sep 2005|02:53am] |
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i
am
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mess
...its science. i mean i really really am. i wont lie. but i love it....sometimes. and i love you and i love everything and i love flipping out on assholes. but i hate how i cant help it because it does get me into trouble sometimes. and i hate how i cant tell someone something because of someone else, and i hate how much like that statement, life is more complicated than it has to be....and how people make it that way, even me...fuck that. ESPECIALLY me hahaaaaaaa.
i feel like if i lie to people they think im a bitch, but if im honest they think im an even bigger bitch. and i dont see how that makes sense at all but whatever i guess. and ive come to the conclusion that PEOPLE DO WEIRD SHIT.......its true, its DAMN TRUE.
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| fuck it. |
[02 Sep 2005|01:36am] |
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sugar rayyyyyy |
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i really do have the worst judgement ever, you know that? and i always try to see the best in people and it just fucks me over in the end because i give too many second chances. and i just get used over and over again by boys. but do you know what the worst part is though? knowing im not good enough to know the truth and get the full story ever. evereverever. and knowing im not what they want....ever. but i always seem to think i am. it really makes you feel like shit after a while. i guess thats it.
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| i can breathe for the first time. |
[01 Sep 2005|02:13am] |
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in love with life. |
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the rap slayerrrrrrrrrrrr |
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tonight was awesome. things are really being put into perspective for me lately. i really know where i stand with certain people and where i want to stand with others. i`ll never be good enough for this boy and its ok i guess. cause i never was to begin with? i need to get over him.....probably. but despite all that, i honestly feel better than ive felt in a while. and i love summer. and i love my friends. and i dont care about bullshit and liars and two faced mothafuckassss anymore CYA.
ps: 40 year old virgin is the best movie ever and i love when greg giggles.
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| now`s the time, the time is now. |
[31 Aug 2005|12:48am] |
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tonight i hung out with cuties, chonged and got chased out of memorial, chris climbed under the bleachers, went to polaris and scared the black out of some jerk hahah, then went to willet and played and jimbo was the king of the jungle. then we met this lady with a dog and out of nowhere vinny comes sprinting across the feild with a box of pizza and we fed the dog alot. and on the way home, peej fell ut of the car because of vin and his crazy driving haha gotta love those boys<3 and my HL of course.
my advice to you would be is to pay attention to me..........YO the mets are on a tear. they`re world series bound according to good ol' u.p. who i love more than anything =). peeeeeeeeace up i guess.
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[30 Aug 2005|02:55am] |
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i figure there are too many rules.....and the whole world needs to just lighten up and chill out a little. and ps: if youve got something to say, say it. i need honesty.
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| love suds. |
[25 Aug 2005|02:07pm] |
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queen. |
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just kidding i guess haha i cant figure out all this new journal business. so i dont really careeeeeeee. raspberry iced tea and queen are pretty much what my life is all about right now...............and i LOVE it.
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| i`ll watch the people go shuffeling downtown. |
[22 Aug 2005|06:54pm] |
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THE POT SONG |
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i love:
cute boys, good times, drunken voyages, stories, my HL, watching drunk people getting divorced at the bowling alley at 4 in the morning, block parties, last tuesday, ron burgendy, funnels, beer pong, "BURGER KING, BITCH", blunts, CANCUNNNNNNNN, charlie and his crack habit, beer, the beach!, attempting to go to the beach but not ever getting there then not caring at all and just listening to AMAZING music, kathy and the BEAST she drives, flip flops, laughing and basically everything and everyone.
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| great oden`s raven! |
[19 Aug 2005|01:33pm] |
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sayanything |
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nevermind.
go fuck yourself instead.
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[18 Aug 2005|01:23am] |
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wow. last night was amazing. PARTAYYYYYYYYYY. hahaha "so what? are we supposed to watch our mouths?!" i love mr c.<3 and everyone who was here yesterday haha yo GOOD FUCKING TIMES. basically there was massive ammounts of beer, many many blunts, the doors, "sorry girls", drunk vinny<3 and alan<3 haha, so many awesome ladiessss, doors crew, kate is a pop star, muy italiano stealing the duck haha, chollo getting lost and then the spanish inquisition finding chollo hahaha, brendan having aids haha and me and HL chanting about everything pretty much and i loved it so much, and omg sleeeeeeeeeeepover<3 haha wow i really do love it so much. by the way i also love it when this kiddddd gets distant and treats me like i dont exist...but whatever. CYA.
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| it smells like big foots dick. |
[15 Aug 2005|01:34am] |
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bjoel |
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yo fuck what ya heard. direct from me to you, this summer is AMAZING. although last summer was definitley better BY FAR, im not gonna lie. but this summer is just too classic....i love it. i mean sure, i have a job now so thats pretty much the only difference, but honestly most of the time i feel like my job is just an interruption of my life for a few hours haha its boring, but its a part of my life. but anyways, good things have been happening latley. i basically have a never ending supply of blunts and beers, i played baseball the other day and drank so much(it was ill.), i got a new doors poster and now i can stare at jim morrison every night before i fall asleep =D, mr coiro is in town, i listen to the pot song every day, actual plans have been made for us to go to cancun, i met antonio(we`re pretty much best friends), i saw BRIAN the other night!, i saw tom andersonnnn and had a good time with the hotker last night, and yesterday at work i got to see a retarted guy flip out. my life is completley awesome. uhm some people suck and probably shouldnt cry so much. ahah PAYCE.
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| every time you do that thing you dooooooooooo. |
[06 Aug 2005|05:36pm] |
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last night was sickkkkkkkk.
i met a girl from sveeden. she was really nice.
i got drunk on a skateboard ramp with paulie<3 and ricardo<3.
i rolled a blunt on someones snowboard.
i showed ricky THE FACE and we`re pretty much best friends now.
i met nikki who fucks bitches uppppppppp haha
FUCK THE POLICE....basically.
i love makena and jamie alot and they are both such beautiful roses and i miss them more than life.
I MISS MY WIFE and she looked so prettyyyyyyyy last night....love her<33
i love ash a whole lot and i need the doors crew to assemble sometime really really soon.
i hate the bitch that ruined everyones lives. shes gonna get FUCKED UP....probably by jenna hahah who leaves crazy threatening messages haha i love her. and kate and when kate sings and everything and everyoneeeeeeeeees98dyufgoij2m34klejhwfklsdnf.
...i basically love life. like alot.
and i miss joshie and mashugs and nicoleeeeee. DO IT.
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| the truth is.... |
[03 Aug 2005|02:19am] |
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1. i dont understand the things i do sometimes....i honestly dont. i mean ive got to be fucking retarted or something.
2. some people just dont seem to realize that nobody wants to hear them bitch.
3. every once in a while, spending your entire paycheck on nothing but good times is completley and totally necessary.
4. thinking about things sucks. like really taking time to think about things. because you always get that one thought that you get stuck on for days and you just keep coming back to it over and over.
5. i miss someone alot more than i should.
6. apparently im a mean person because i bitch out kids who wear "chick magnet" shirts, are disrespectful to my friends and dont know shit about shit but insist on talking anyway.
7. alot of people suck.
8. even more people dont suck.
9. people do weird shit sometimes.
10. boys are overrated. theyre only good for one thing.
and 11. id really like to know what happened to everyone who used to know how to have a good time.
miami weiss is number one new show.
CYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
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[01 Aug 2005|02:18pm] |
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nice. i fuck up the only thing that mattered to me, lose one of my best friends, have my first bad breakup ever, get cheated on, and then embarass myself AGAIN all in the same day. i seriously have down syndrome. no joke. i guess im just not meant to have a boy because i fuck it up every time. i just wish i found out all this shit before i already missed him. also, my job sucks and i hate my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeee. peace the fuck out.
ps: thanks for saying goodbye. oh and for keeping me a secret from your OTHER GIRLFRIEND and all your friends. oh and i hope she gives you aids. i know that sounds harsh, but i dont care at all. dont EVER talk to me again.
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[24 Jul 2005|01:08pm] |
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hahahaha holy shit i wish there were words to describe how classic last night was. honestly. nothing more out of control could have ever happened. basically the night consisted of:
+ a suprise visit from mr coiroooo
+ dancing in the street
+ everyone being half naked and trashed and playing volleyball in my neighbors front yard hahaha
+ body shots
+ my dad making us jello shots
+ smoking blunts on my front lawn for all the world to see and not at all caring about it.
+ literally 19 coolers filled with sweet sweet brewskies.
+ 2 blunts per hour for about 4 hours.
+ out of control dance parties when the dj wasnt anywhere near my house in any way hahah
+ the miracle men coming through with the w.
+ me pretty much being the autistic baby.
+ talking to people i didnt even know about led zeppelin
+ the bouncy thingggggg
+ nicoleeeeeeee!
+ that INSANE little boy.
+ the pool
+ having the greatest time of my life ever pretty much =D
hahah sickkkkkkkkkk. it was seriously the best night everevereverever.
oh yeah i dont care anymore so payce i guess.
ps: dont share blunts with niggas who have chapped lips.....wise words from an apparently wise man.
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| i see a bad moon rising. |
[16 Jul 2005|11:56pm] |
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d-o-double gizzle. |
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...thats pretty much all i have to say.
also, i lovelovelove sofia steven makena and jamie a whole lot......and thats a fact.
oh yeah and john, pokemon buddy, and bunnies are a few of the cutest things ever.
its been a long time, very long time since ive heard your voice.
oh boy....i cant wait to see my lava!<3
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[14 Jul 2005|03:32pm] |
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queennnnnn |
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i have come to the conclusion that i can only trust certain people....my favorites. and it might sound stupid and obvious to say that, but its true. some people are so fake and it pisses me off how i couldnt see it earlier. and that doesnt mean that if i havent hung out with you in a while, that youre no my real friend. because you know who you are if i love you and im pretty sure you know who you are if i dont. and i also realized that my summer has been amazingggggggg so far, with or without certain people =D.
oh yeah and if you dont want to come and hang out with me, then dont do it. its that fucking simple. no one is forcing you to and i dont really care if you come or not. also, dont talk behind my back because i will always find out....and theres nothing i hate more than when shit is said about me behind my back and not to my face. so in conclusion, FUCK YOU if you say shit and youre a bitch. and thanks to my favorites for being so awesome. let the good times roll motherfuckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
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[06 Jul 2005|08:15pm] |
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billy joel. |
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oh well.......
youve got me under your spell.
and i dont think that im kidding around,
i dont think i can forget you now.
i once sat up on my roof,
examined the planning of my town.
saw the structured grid and pavement
cutting through grass. remembered the
cold of winter running up the legs
of my pants. picked the nicest lawn
and imagined the two of us rolling around,
down along the ground.
i saw myself touch your face, and i noticed
jets begin to race above our heads.....
<3
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